tired. stressed. worried. frustrated. but ya, that's the usual emotions nowadays. qiuling keep telling me to cheer up, thing is i dun even sense my un-cheerfulness. nth seems to be able to make my day. perhaps when i accomplish some studying, but that'll be hard.

but, bottomline? cant give up. i wont, and u shouldnt too. =)

am i so useless in your eyes mom? heart pain. but i've learnt to ignore the pain and move on. pretend it doesnt hurt. pretend to succeed in deceiving myself.

miss evan.. hmm.. jiayou ger!